Drycicles

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Archive for January 2008

The under-longing Tristan

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Their hearts were beating fast, in a pacing arrhythmia, here is

The dream, the panoramic delusion, now Behold!

The initial

Confusion

Is gone.

Oh my so-ever invincible Lord, what in Heaven’s name

Have they

Done?

He has branded his soul with this sweet under-longing, never there, never

Here, while the mind kept on turning

Spinning out of control.

I will give myself up to the memories’ chasm, shut the door, shut the light

Say hello to phantasms of yore, now for Heaven’s sake one cannot but

Adore

This delusion. Under-longing effusions filled his nostrils

It’s the flavor of life. What a life. What a lie. What a cruel way

To die.

Written by mutsunake

January 24, 2008 at 4:57 pm

Posted in Disordered, Reminiscence

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Field Day

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Aligned, ten thousand tin soldiers, no move, no

Sound, no sigh,

No quarrel. Tonight the invasion’s begun!

Let us pray:

Prepare the flowers of the field, redden the poppies,

Train your women to cry widow, train your men to lay

Bare

In front of our heroes.

No words can describe what the human stain

Colors

Two more hours we lay

On this field day. Tomorrow we’ll yell

Victorious

No more poppy fields, how beautiful is the chanting cascade of the

Widows.

The willows.

Written by mutsunake

January 14, 2008 at 9:31 pm

Posted in Jurassic, Pastel

Black anemones

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Her eye-lashes were black anemones, heavy dark

Persephone watching at the gates

A spark shot through the glass, then another

As my consciousness faded or

Rather

Dissipated in sleep.

My hair was made of black anemones, carnivorous

Medusae, turning thought into stone, sky and air

Sun that shone.

It’s not fair, a megalomaniac picture of yet one more

Discharge of chemicals; at the shore,

A flock of walruses screamed their agonal

Mating

Cries.

Written by mutsunake

January 10, 2008 at 10:55 pm

Posted in Jurassic, Pastel

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The many faces of memory

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Its shape, a cube. The vibe of yesterday still keeps on

Fumigating

It’s neverending foolish fugue.

The flames of remembering

Still burn through the faltering

Flakes

Mistakes, there were so many, then a few

Dear stupid God, why did you keep it

Secret

Now if I only knew what lies at the corners

Of a memory

It’s scary, isn’t it? I wouldn’t know, my thoughts and feelings

are kindly hidden, frozen under

And even this intrusive banter,

Goes with snow.

Written by mutsunake

January 7, 2008 at 1:01 am

Posted in Disordered, English

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Look at me. For Donald Crowhurst

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Look at me, God damn you! Turn your eyes from the floor,

I’ve arrived at your door, can’t you at least

Pretend

I am here?

Look at me, I say! It’s been so many years I’ve been

Navigating

These oceans with the albatross down my neck. And despair, oh,

Torment and despair

There was little to do but was so much to bear. And now, chuckle,

I’ve arrived as was promised by that goddamning oracle that bound

Soul

To my soul. Goddamn fish in a bowl, yes I was!… so indulge me this ranting

That takes place on a field laying gray, me, the wind, and these pictures

In Sargassian tones,

These nonsensical pictures. Time flew by, on a Sunday.

It was Hell’s Day. That’s it.

Written by mutsunake

January 4, 2008 at 11:45 pm

Posted in Born, Disordered

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How to hunt down a clown

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First you need to set a trap that’s fit for a clown,

Such as a crying baby, or a morose Mademoiselle

Lay it down slowly, careful not to tickle the bait

Then you wait for the prey

You need to acknowledge that clowns are dangerous predators

They might crack up a joke, or, even more dangerous

Blow water balloons, only to make you feel Good

But you shouldn’t give up, carefully regularly check on

The trap; The highest priced are the ones with the luminous red

Noses. That strike a pose, have goofy eyes so sad

Carrying their water-roses with them

Shouting Ha! Ha! Ha!. ha! HA! Breathe!

Written by mutsunake

January 3, 2008 at 9:58 pm

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Frozen symphony

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Last night the snow started singing,

Initially it was just noise and riot, riot and rage

Rage and fury

That whipped through this whirlwind,

The lunar chariot driven by

Winged horses of wind at my window

Luring, securing what’s now a mighty

Fortress of Snow

The polar armadas marched below, in an

Invasion of privacy of the earth, frozen solid

Sullen it was just before cracking fragile

Crusts of ice; it was nice to behold

Even nicer to listen to their song, yielding

Words never uttered, forgotten,

Untold.

Written by mutsunake

January 2, 2008 at 5:28 pm

Posted in Pastel, Winter

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Mr. Black goes to jail

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Mr. Black goes to jail

Smiling enigmatically at his judge and jurors

At the policemen

At the door-keeper

He still looks impeccable, his suit

The colour of void, of

Midnight

Starting right now, Mr. Black is a

Convicted

Felon

Strip him down, inmates

Take that shiny painting off, and wipe

That

Smirk

Off

His

Face

Written by mutsunake

January 2, 2008 at 3:00 pm

Posted in Disordered, Jurassic

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Emotional pharmacy

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There is a cure for everything if you want to forget,

We have the blue pills, the red and the yellow,

The white ones will set your consciousness

On reset

And so we’ll get to say “hello”

More often

Come in our shop of emotional pharmacy,

What does ail you, we’ll fix, we create new beginnings

And we tie the loose ends with shoe-strings and lead

Pinnings

In a dufus expansion of

Bureaucracy.

Are you new to this concept of mental disorder?

Here’s the one-oh-one on how to learn to be mad

To be curious, delusional, catatonic, or

Sad.

Once you’ve come over, there is no return

Just a nice green alley of blossoming flowers

That just refuse to

Burn

Written by mutsunake

January 2, 2008 at 12:53 am

Posted in Born, Disordered

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