Archive for January 2008
The under-longing Tristan
Their hearts were beating fast, in a pacing arrhythmia, here is
The dream, the panoramic delusion, now Behold!
The initial
Confusion
Is gone.
Oh my so-ever invincible Lord, what in Heaven’s name
Have they
Done?
He has branded his soul with this sweet under-longing, never there, never
Here, while the mind kept on turning
Spinning out of control.
I will give myself up to the memories’ chasm, shut the door, shut the light
Say hello to phantasms of yore, now for Heaven’s sake one cannot but
Adore
This delusion. Under-longing effusions filled his nostrils
It’s the flavor of life. What a life. What a lie. What a cruel way
To die.
Field Day
Aligned, ten thousand tin soldiers, no move, no
Sound, no sigh,
No quarrel. Tonight the invasion’s begun!
Let us pray:
Prepare the flowers of the field, redden the poppies,
Train your women to cry widow, train your men to lay
Bare
In front of our heroes.
No words can describe what the human stain
Colors
Two more hours we lay
On this field day. Tomorrow we’ll yell
Victorious
No more poppy fields, how beautiful is the chanting cascade of the
Widows.
The willows.
Black anemones
Her eye-lashes were black anemones, heavy dark
Persephone watching at the gates
A spark shot through the glass, then another
As my consciousness faded or
Rather
Dissipated in sleep.
My hair was made of black anemones, carnivorous
Medusae, turning thought into stone, sky and air
Sun that shone.
It’s not fair, a megalomaniac picture of yet one more
Discharge of chemicals; at the shore,
A flock of walruses screamed their agonal
Mating
Cries.
The many faces of memory
Its shape, a cube. The vibe of yesterday still keeps on
Fumigating
It’s neverending foolish fugue.
The flames of remembering
Still burn through the faltering
Flakes
Mistakes, there were so many, then a few
Dear stupid God, why did you keep it
Secret
Now if I only knew what lies at the corners
Of a memory
It’s scary, isn’t it? I wouldn’t know, my thoughts and feelings
are kindly hidden, frozen under
And even this intrusive banter,
Goes with snow.
Look at me. For Donald Crowhurst
Look at me, God damn you! Turn your eyes from the floor,
I’ve arrived at your door, can’t you at least
Pretend
I am here?
Look at me, I say! It’s been so many years I’ve been
Navigating
These oceans with the albatross down my neck. And despair, oh,
Torment and despair
There was little to do but was so much to bear. And now, chuckle,
I’ve arrived as was promised by that goddamning oracle that bound
Soul
To my soul. Goddamn fish in a bowl, yes I was!… so indulge me this ranting
That takes place on a field laying gray, me, the wind, and these pictures
In Sargassian tones,
These nonsensical pictures. Time flew by, on a Sunday.
It was Hell’s Day. That’s it.
How to hunt down a clown
First you need to set a trap that’s fit for a clown,
Such as a crying baby, or a morose Mademoiselle
Lay it down slowly, careful not to tickle the bait
Then you wait for the prey
You need to acknowledge that clowns are dangerous predators
They might crack up a joke, or, even more dangerous
Blow water balloons, only to make you feel Good
But you shouldn’t give up, carefully regularly check on
The trap; The highest priced are the ones with the luminous red
Noses. That strike a pose, have goofy eyes so sad
Carrying their water-roses with them
Shouting Ha! Ha! Ha!. ha! HA! Breathe!
Frozen symphony
Last night the snow started singing,
Initially it was just noise and riot, riot and rage
Rage and fury
That whipped through this whirlwind,
The lunar chariot driven by
Winged horses of wind at my window
Luring, securing what’s now a mighty
Fortress of Snow
The polar armadas marched below, in an
Invasion of privacy of the earth, frozen solid
Sullen it was just before cracking fragile
Crusts of ice; it was nice to behold
Even nicer to listen to their song, yielding
Words never uttered, forgotten,
Untold.
Mr. Black goes to jail
Mr. Black goes to jail
Smiling enigmatically at his judge and jurors
At the policemen
At the door-keeper
He still looks impeccable, his suit
The colour of void, of
Midnight
Starting right now, Mr. Black is a
Convicted
Felon
Strip him down, inmates
Take that shiny painting off, and wipe
That
Smirk
Off
His
Face
Emotional pharmacy
There is a cure for everything if you want to forget,
We have the blue pills, the red and the yellow,
The white ones will set your consciousness
On reset
And so we’ll get to say “hello”
More often
Come in our shop of emotional pharmacy,
What does ail you, we’ll fix, we create new beginnings
And we tie the loose ends with shoe-strings and lead
Pinnings
In a dufus expansion of
Bureaucracy.
Are you new to this concept of mental disorder?
Here’s the one-oh-one on how to learn to be mad
To be curious, delusional, catatonic, or
Sad.
Once you’ve come over, there is no return
Just a nice green alley of blossoming flowers
That just refuse to
Burn