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In the shadow
It was decided that me and my ghost
would hold vigil at the stone on top of the tomb
The sky was watching closely from above, what’s there deep down
Below? I did not know
If that was love or pure madness that had driven me
To assist. But then my ghost insisted
It was hard to resist the preying eyes
The white knuckles, the inviting lips.
She needed a companeer,
Somebody to hold her hand while she’d cry for the loss
Long denied, much too feared.
And the oak trees stood witness and the sky watched above
How the howling and sorrow found a word that was love,
And the nails grasped the earth that was covering the dead
And she cried, and she weeped, while I waited ahead. And the pine trees stood witness
And the moon shed a tear. Thus I dreamt in the shadow
drawing back in my head.
G.
Whisper lullaby
Without a sigh connection failed in whispered lullaby
Without a con, without a trace, the Winged Butterfly.
Its eyes just bulging up above
In tearful symphony,
Her arms just aching for the love
That she would take from me.
It’s just a song of give and take,
Of silent stormy thoughts, and
In the years of Heaven’s sake
She wrought the Heaven’s rot.
Come whisper to me lullaby
No rest and no release
No breath to ease this passing hour
That pleases he who sees; a lash, a gaze, a look, a spasm
The chasm of the eye. And in his ear,
Within that year, the dreadful ghost of nought
The Winged Butterfly
The Whisper lullaby.
It’s been a while
It’s been a while, there are wrinkles now around
Your eyes, your nose, your beautiful smile. And on the bench the
Remains of the day, will we face that? You asked. We may yet, I said
We still may. Now there’s time and there’s distance, and a rhythm for sound
And the shackles that bound
Man to beast, earth and sky, heart
And arrow.
It’s been a while now, there are boxes in memories and there’s dust
In the chambers’ deposit, full of anger and lust. It’s been all eroded
Corroded
By the kindness of angels, those devils that pass.
And on the lake the remains of the day whenst I prayed
Whenst I layed in my boat. Afloat, or just the dreaming?
Will we face that? You asked. We may yet, I said once,
We still may.
G.
Field Day
Aligned, ten thousand tin soldiers, no move, no
Sound, no sigh,
No quarrel. Tonight the invasion’s begun!
Let us pray:
Prepare the flowers of the field, redden the poppies,
Train your women to cry widow, train your men to lay
Bare
In front of our heroes.
No words can describe what the human stain
Colors
Two more hours we lay
On this field day. Tomorrow we’ll yell
Victorious
No more poppy fields, how beautiful is the chanting cascade of the
Widows.
The willows.
Black anemones
Her eye-lashes were black anemones, heavy dark
Persephone watching at the gates
A spark shot through the glass, then another
As my consciousness faded or
Rather
Dissipated in sleep.
My hair was made of black anemones, carnivorous
Medusae, turning thought into stone, sky and air
Sun that shone.
It’s not fair, a megalomaniac picture of yet one more
Discharge of chemicals; at the shore,
A flock of walruses screamed their agonal
Mating
Cries.
Frozen symphony
Last night the snow started singing,
Initially it was just noise and riot, riot and rage
Rage and fury
That whipped through this whirlwind,
The lunar chariot driven by
Winged horses of wind at my window
Luring, securing what’s now a mighty
Fortress of Snow
The polar armadas marched below, in an
Invasion of privacy of the earth, frozen solid
Sullen it was just before cracking fragile
Crusts of ice; it was nice to behold
Even nicer to listen to their song, yielding
Words never uttered, forgotten,
Untold.
Spice dance
Dance with me Garam
Masala
Opium poppies and
Sofran
Bake my hopes and Wishes
Slowly
In this year that’s just
Begun.
Breathe with me Garam
Masala
Spicy cumin ginger eyes
As time flies we’ll wish
A memory
Tikka takka shards of
Savory
Tashuan recall of spice.
Hocus-pocus cayenne pepper
And black powder dark and sweet
On the spicy road we’ll meet
Dancing the corrals of gold.
Get me drunk, Garam Masala
And I’ll sing your tale of
Old.
Optimism
A smile is a
Mine of adamantine
Optimism, of
Hope unchained even in
the Darkest
Place, of
Chance, even in
the Deepest
Space
on your body.
She left
She left the other day, I stood
Silent
In front of the paper I
Would have written something
But for a moment
Blinded
I realized she had left me unknowingly
My inspiration, somewhere hidden between
A million flakes
of Snow
Now, as I scribble what I know
I realize that
As times fly
So does the memory, the will to express
What I would otherwise forget to
At the dawn of day.
She left, my inspiration, the other night
We hadn’t had a fight in ages, I would put down and she’d agree
That what was written was not wilfully
Mine, or hers.
And here is now my limping phrase, serenading the breeze
Thankful that I could be there in that one second
To say good-bye to the train, or was it a
Plane that left?
No, it was a dying bird, my inspiration, singing like
the Nightingale; for a pale memory of misty mornings
And hot afternoons and rainy autumn
And the winters of storm, with tears of devils forgiven by God
After the Judgement.
Encephale pt. VI: Conclusion
When the dust settles down on the conflict ,
You will get what is offered,
Would have bought
What is suffered
By God.
The true blessing of life is to live as you will,
Staying still, for a second,
At the wonder of stars, souls of ash, and of carbon delight,
Out of fear came the fight,
Then the peace
Then the bliss.
I am home.